A letter I've found

Coincidently, we met.
A coincidence indeed. Neither one of us could expect such thing to happen. It wasn't just only one coincidence that made me not to not believe that this world is so small. You told me its fate. I took it as a joke.

I somehow had some prejudice towards you yet we turned out to be good friends, like good old long lost friends. You're the one I insulted, I made fun of. But you're always there for me, you would do anything just to see me smile.
I was supposed to be the one to mend you wound, but it went the other way round.You are not the first one who comfort me when it happened but your words made everything fine in an instant, I wonder why.

You told me nobody can resist love, remember? I laughed.
We left footprints everywhere, with the others, but i did not realise yours were always close to mine. I did not know, every touch of yours shows how badly you wanted to caress me, every little things you do, you did it just for me.


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It wasn't how I want things to turn out to be. None of them are in the list of my plan. It seems so impossible for it to happen, but you told me you want to make impossible possible. I doubted.

I blamed that you did not try hard to prove me wrong. Things did not work out, I can't feel the sense of security and i blamed it on you. I doubted your feelings. I assumed you'll give up eventually, like how it always turn out to be. I tried to search for better, i thought i could run away with all my doubts. But for one moment i thought, what will I be to them and what am I to you.

Something started to grow.

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I started to realise who am I and what I have for you. Those words you said, makes me smile in my dream. Every changes in you put a smile on my face. I prefer things to be that way, because every smile of yours shows the happiness you have, i do not want to take that away and i want you to have the best in life.

Every steps you move on make us further apart, you'll never see the tears im holding back.
You told me the worst thing on Earth is to regret giving up things you wanted so badly.
I agreed.
Because all i ever wanted is to see you smile and i can imagine what you'll get, without me in sight.

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Years after years.

I told her I will get one. I expect her to agree with me.
" Sometimes its just fate " she told me.
She got me speechless this time. Really.
Isn't that angels that told me fate will do us apart, but aint fate that made us meet each other?

Now, I want to love you.
I never felt this way before.

For the very first time i could just don't care about what others think about me and you, because what you think is what matters most to me. For the very first time i want to love someone with all my heart, something that i never did before.
I will do anything and everything to make things work out between us. Sorry for being so selfish, i hid, because of the uncertainties and took so long for it. Thank you for not giving up on us.
I do not expect to be your one and only, but i want to be part of your life, even if it might turn out to be a memory.

I don't care about my past, neither yours. I want a brand new life, with you, and nothing else but you to trust me that i love you.

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These were what i wanted to tell you, till you show me your bride. Exactly the same.
No im not disappointed, Im numb. Satisfied at the same time.
I dont think that I'm too late, because this is what things should turn out to be aren't they?

Pictures of you, pictures of me.

It does not hurt.
Because your absence makes my heart grows fonder,since the day you took it away, without me realising it.

for you c *blush*
xD