A Dreamer's World

Ho0ooLiday

2010-07-26T01:53:00.006+08:00

Did manage to go down to kl for a few times with louis & lennard to kill the boredom. Did not do alot of shopping but ate alot, more like the typical makan angin trips. Hotel was just next to Pavillion. Walked across the busy streets of kl to shop, eat and midnight movieee. It was years back I last watched midnight movie. I couldn't exactly remember when was it.

Nowadays, food comes first than shopping, or was it that way all the time? hah. Put on weight, I ~~like!~~ don't mind. Ohya we went to genting too! and there's "something wrong" with our room :s

Stayed with sis @ bangsar too. Did not sleep well at her place, must be the lilies in the room.

brought creampuff along. <3

Sleeping Lennard SOO.


cuttee nehhh..


emo boy @ dinner, dibully by toddler


joker in bed HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

2weeks plus till I get my results. 2 months till I go to uni, which is the biggest dilemma I'm facing .If only anyone could understand. sigh.

Anyhow, I've learnt to appreciate, both good and bad.

Instead of camouflaging, heal it with a smile :)

I know there will always be someone for me, watching me, and catch me before i fall.

I wish, to be truly satisfied.

2010-06-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

"I swear the world better prepare, for when I’m a billionaire! "

Im back! finally. I'm on holiday & I can now concentrate on wasting time.
take me go kai kai please people :)
I'm still wondering where should i go and what should i do next. Three months, plenty of time left.

Happy New Year :)

2010-01-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

Ah time flies, it's already 2010. college starts after a long holiday for me, like almost a year.
My both xmas eve and new year's eve, hmm, can't complain. Stayed home on both days and spent with my family.

Xmas? I spent $$$. ~~alot.~~
New year's eve with the ~~crazy people~~ love ones, chocs and m&s dip with nachos.
Nothing special, in fact kinda boring, but still im happy.
Sis came back and there goes the same routine. breakfast, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner, supper. Like the good old typical weekends with them.
Obviously, I put on weight again.

random pictures @ e&o.

pastries were nice.

Can't believe I'm going to turn 19 this year. I still feel like a kid and how I wish I am.
Practically, I did nothing last year. Those idle days. Yet I've been through alot. People around me & unexpected events.
Did I change? I feel different.
At least I learnt to appreciate, even those little things, and to see things in different perspectives.
Things done, right or wrong is not my concern anymore. Because if I do want to find out, it will never be settled, like a never ending battle.

I know I have alot to do this year. I should have a list of resolutions. Shall think about it tonight. Still not too late I suppose? x) It's only the first week of January!
less classes this year! woohoo. and ~~double~~ finals are in three and a half months time. great.

2009-12-24T00:37:00.001+08:00

sigh.

Flashback

2009-12-18T01:23:00.004+08:00

I was cleaning my room.
I found those things I kept aside
It was like yesterday

Tried to defy,
but destination was nowhere in sight.

Dreams made, and shattered.

I wont die of deception
so don't bother, and be unkind.

2009-12-13T01:31:00.001+08:00

Everyone has their own way of living life, their own demon and angel.
Others might see things differently, from a different perspective.
Some live their life based on everyone else's expectation & there are people-pleasers.

Everyone has times when they feel upset, for a valid reason or not.
Perception of life, or creation in mind?

"If you are going to walk on thin ice. you might as well dance"
Life is an adventurous journey, leap into the unknown, grow, and make a difference.

Out with my girls, again :)
& Trust me, I seriously, ~~hate~~ dislike the colour pink now.

Just tell me, it's me that you need.

I FEEL GOOOD

2009-12-11T01:05:00.081+08:00

I've spent 5hours walking &carrying stuff and 3 hours laughing non stop today.
My arms and thighs are aching.i think maybe my jaw needs counterpain too xD but im still very hyperrr! it was a great day :) am very lucky *wink

finally had gelato! not mango flavour tho. =\

i have no idea why girls like to take pictures in fitting rooms. its like a trend o.o

guess im turning into a spendthrift :S I'm very good at buying nonsense. and believe it or not. i almost bought a tv -______-
I wonder why spending makes people happy. People don't tend to get bored with the happy memories of getting material objects. How nice if money could buy everything. & how nice if I can have unlimited money to spend xD

gg.com/kevin =P

all mine! x)

I LOVE THIS! hah!

i wish im still a kid :(

Time for miracles

2009-12-03T23:55:00.005+08:00

Just got back from seminar and supper. felt like taking a pic with webbiee. yes just one. not in vain mood tonight. went for haircut again. tiring day & my ankle hurts again. luckily im not working for pc fair anymore. I wanted admin and they got me ambassador instead. gaaah >=(

Time flies. but holidays are still wayyy tooo longgg. I've been having too much fun.

27days left to 2010. new year resolutions! but whats the point of having new year resolutions when i can't keep it xD xmas is soon. I've been good this year i guess. AND i just love gifts. =P pleasseee

Sometimes i do agree that being short has its advantageS too.

Stay & I'm gone.
addictive emo songs.

gotta get ready for bed. nite world :)

2009-11-29T22:09:00.048+08:00

starbucks' mango&passion fruit frap and coffee bean blueberry muffin. hah x)

spot the pengu in the tumbler! teeheee

my weekend was great with family.
I appreciate every moment tho its simple, as usual.

Your belief and thought, are the elemenst which determine your action.

Faith is the basis of all miracles and also the only known antidote for failure.

The empty promises, filled up my head, bolstered my faith.

& now, it's all gone.

Set an aim, work for it

2009-11-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

J is Love

I'm too lazy to study. distractions are everywhere.

I cannot sit still and revise. I walked around and i cannot concentrate.

I'll keep all the worries aside.

stay calm. one at a time :)

I'm enjoying life
sometimes, i love being alone :)

any ideas where for swarovski cystal restoration service here? i wanna fix my earrings =\

2009-10-26T16:24:00.000+08:00

以后我要赚很多很多的钱买很多很多的鞋子！

Are you in love?

2009-10-16T16:49:00.001+08:00

If direct eye contact is accompanied by a smile, the invitation is unmistakable. A smile conveys excitement, fun, pleasure and warmth, all desirable traits. A smile also conveys acceptance, implying there is no need to worry about rejection, at least initially. Therefore, when love at first sight occurs, there are probably mutual smiles exchanged between one another, very frequently. As one lady stated in an interview, " I just couldn't stop smiling when i met him. "

What does real love look and feel like? Maybe it’s when two people seem to know each other for ages and even in their previous lives. They can go on talking and talking and conversation never lacks topics and never gets dull. Or people don’t have to say anything because they understand each other without words. And those moments, minutes and even hours of silence are never uncomfortable. True love is when partners complete one another, when they’re together it’s peaceful, the whole other world with it’s sufferings and problems doesn’t exist and nothing even matters.

True love means understanding. One trusts another more than him/herself and feels ready to satisfy every little need of a partner. Two people don’t stop for a second looking into each other eyes.

Midnight Blur Post

2009-10-10T03:19:00.003+08:00

2.57am. i cant sleeeep. baaahh. Soouuw,

todays the last day of semester. today i studied accounts. today i realised how dumb i am. today i ate 2bars of cadbury choc, 1packet of salt&vinergar lays, chilli flavour jack&jill potato chips, some muruku and an apple flavour sugus from celia. today i realised i've wasted 11months doing nothing. today i watched random videos. today i went for hawker food. today i tried to study law but i catch no ball. today i still love mix vege. today i did stupid things again. today i listened to the same song for at least 20times. today i realised i like gifts surprises. today i found out that being wealthy perhaps is a great dream but its not a great goal. today i watched tv. today i laughed at my own stupidity. today creampuff couldn't hold back the tears anymore and cried. today i wasn't feeling well. today i felt full. today i told lies. today i imagine things to make myself feel better. today i sleep real late. good night. :)

anyway,

i came across this quote

from suetying's blog.

"你不要认为她不要求，你就忽略她；

你不要认为她不喊痛，她就没有感觉"

whatcha say?
hmm what did she sayy??~

2009-10-07T19:39:00.005+08:00

LOST

i want you by my side

A letter I've found

2009-10-06T20:43:00.003+08:00

Coincidently, we met.
A coincidence indeed. Neither one of us could expect such thing to happen. It wasn't just only one coincidence that made me not to not believe that this world is so small. You told me its fate. I took it as a joke.

I somehow had some prejudice towards you yet we turned out to be good friends, like good old ~~long lost~~ friends. You're the one I insulted, I made fun of. But you're always there for me, you would do anything just to see me smile.
I was supposed to be the one to mend you wound, but it went the other way round.You are not the first one who comfort me when it happened but your words made everything fine in an instant, I wonder why.

You told me nobody can resist love, remember? I laughed.
We left footprints everywhere, with the others, but i did not realise yours were always close to mine. I did not know, every touch of yours shows how badly you wanted to caress me, every little things you do, you did it just for me.

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It wasn't how I want things to turn out to be. None of them are in the list of my plan. It seems so impossible for it to happen, but you told me you want to make impossible possible. I doubted.

I blamed that you did not try hard to prove me wrong. Things did not work out, I can't feel the sense of security and i blamed it on you. I doubted your feelings. I assumed you'll give up eventually, like how it always turn out to be. I tried to search for better, i thought i could run away with all my doubts. But for one moment i thought, what will I be to them and what am I to you.

Something started to grow.

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I started to realise who am I and what I have for you. Those words you said, makes me smile in my dream. Every changes in you put a smile on my face. I prefer things to be that way, because every smile of yours shows the happiness you have, i do not want to take that away and i want you to have the best in life.

Every steps you move on make us further apart, you'll never see the tears im holding back.
You told me the worst thing on Earth is to regret giving up things you wanted so badly.
I agreed.
Because all i ever wanted is to see you smile and i can imagine what you'll get, without me in sight.

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Years after years.

I told her I will get one. I expect her to agree with me.
" Sometimes its just fate " she told me.
She got me speechless this time. Really.
Isn't that angels that told me fate will do us apart, but aint fate that made us meet each other?

Now, I want to love you.
I never felt this way before.

For the very first time i could just don't care about what others think about me and you, because what you think is what matters most to me. For the very first time i want to love someone with all my heart, something that i never did before.
I will do anything and everything to make things work out between us. Sorry for being so selfish, i hid, because of the uncertainties and took so long for it. Thank you for not giving up on us.
I do not expect to be your one and only, but i want to be part of your life, even if it might turn out to be a memory.

I don't care about my past, neither yours. I want a brand new life, with you, and nothing else but you to trust me that i love you.

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These were what i wanted to tell you, till you show me your bride. Exactly the same.
No im not disappointed, Im numb. Satisfied at the same time.
I dont think that I'm too late, because this is what things should turn out to be aren't they?

Pictures of you, pictures of me.

It does not hurt.
Because your absence makes my heart grows fonder,since the day you took it away, without me realising it.

for you c *blush*
xD

♥

2009-10-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

if one really loves someone, one will give the best for him/her.
self-inflicted wound, camouflaged by a smile.
a smile that wrench one's heart but heals his/hers
:)

im content, perfectly content. ^^

are you?

2009-10-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

no more www.magicbubble.blogspot.com
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brand new blog ;)